#228 Low Libido, Emotional Labor, and Why You’re Quiet Quitting Your Marriage

You Are Overcompensating for a Problem You Didn't Create

Lean in for this one. If you've been quietly killing yourself trying to fix something that was never really yours to fix, you need to hear this. Three clients in two weeks came to their coaching calls with a problem they were trying to solve. And each time, the same thing stopped them cold.

"You are overcompensating for a problem that you didn't create.

And not only that, it's gonna cost you your sleep, your health, your pleasure."

There is an awakening happening right now, and our bodies are not letting us fake it anymore. Not in career, not in the bedroom, not in relationships, not in friendships.

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The Pattern

Tell me if you recognize this.

We have a high-achieving superwoman. Somewhere along the way, she internalizes the messaging that she isn't enough. Not desirable enough, not adventurous enough, not relaxed enough, not fun enough. So she does what a superwoman does. She takes accountability, puts in the hard work, reads the books, listens to the podcasts, and tries to fix herself so that her relationships and her life can be fixed.

And the funny part is that she usually does this within a relationship with a partner who makes her feel inadequate while doing nothing. His needs are default. His desire is the gold standard. It's her job to pretzel herself until she bends into the shape required of her. In mothering, in relationship, in intimacy, in everything.

Women do the majority of household and emotional labor, amounting to $10.8 trillion in unpaid labor each year. Based on the minimum wage. The real number is actually much greater than that. This is why we can't fake it anymore.

It's Not a Dysfunction Problem. It's a Centering Problem.

Our bodies aren't broken.

Is it possible that 50% of women have sexual dysfunction and that it's our fault? Fuck no.

Your low libido is not a defect. Your pelvic pain is not a defect. The recoil, the ick, the quiet dread you feel when you climb into bed at night, none of this is a malfunction. It's data.

Female arousal is context-dependent. Full stop. The pleasure centers in your brain, studied with MRIs, go offline when we are dysregulated and managing too much, and we don't feel safe. It's not a choice. It's not laziness. It's literally biology doing what we have evolved to do to keep us safe.

When a woman tells me she doesn't want to be intimate with her partner, the question isn't about her desire or her libido. It's about the context she's being asked to be in. If that context is one where she's blamed, dismissed, outsourced to an assistant, expected to perform pleasure for a partner who is very under-functioning, her body is doing the right thing. It's protecting her.

The cruel joke is that we have been taught for generations that this protective response is a flaw we have to fix. It isn't. Forcing your body to open in an unsafe context isn't healing. It's a form of harm.

Letting Go of the Rope

Quiet quitting in a relationship is not the same as divorcing. It isn't having an affair. It isn't a dramatic exit.

It's letting go of the rope.

It's the moment we stop centering everyone else but ourselves, and it is the first step to healing. We stop orbiting everyone else. We stop taking the temperature of everyone's moods as if they were a thermostat. We stop trying to convince him to meet us halfway when the data is clear for years. We're not announcing it. We're not leaving notes. We are simply stopping over-functioning.

Here is what happens almost without fail. The partner who has been benefiting panics and throws a temper tantrum with his emotions. The good ones, when you say, "I am caring too much, I need your help," they do it. But that happens less than 10% of the time. More often, there is defensiveness, denial, and they attack you for having changed. They use every tool to destabilize you and put you back into their orbit.

What Is Actually Yours

Some of this is yours. The shame you carry. The dysregulated nervous system. The belief that you are only worthy if you are over-functioning. The erotic self you haven't even met yet because she's been muted under all the over-functioning. That is yours to find.

But what is not yours is to keep taking responsibility for other adults' emotional regulation, other people's refusal to do their own work, their comfort, and their feelings. You cannot heal pleasure inside a context that keeps creating the problem. Your nervous system won't let you rebuild safety on a foundation that is continually dismantling it.

It doesn't mean you have to leave. But it does mean you have to choose.

Who are you healing for? For you? For him?

Those are two completely different paths. And only one of them ends with a pleasure-centered life.

It's Not You

You're not selfish. You're not too much, not too little, or fundamentally flawed. You're a woman whose body is smarter than your brain and your societal conditioning.

Your low desire is not a defect. The ick is not a failure. The exhaustion is not your weakness. It actually shows your strength, how much you've been carrying. This is the data that's been there for years.

There's a difference between knowing a pattern and untangling yourself from it.

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